open up a smile
"The most important things are the hardest to say, because words diminish them. It's hard to make strangers care about the good things in your life." - Stephen King, The Body
i had a dream that me and ryan ross were texting each other constantly but we hadn’t seen each other in a while so i’m at work and i get a phone call as i was texting him and one of the bartender’s was like, “melyssa, phone!” and i was like “…odd” but i answered it and it was a girl, and she’s like “is this melyssa?” and i’m like “yes, who is this” and i don’t remember her name, but basically she was telling me that ryan is her boyfriend and to not talk to him like that and i’m like “look, we weren’t talking like anything, he’s just a friend and i don’t look at him that way, you can look at our texts, whatever, i wouldn’t do that, girl code” etc etc and then i look out the window AND I SEE HIM STANDING OUTSIDE MY JOB and i’m like “…what” so as i’m on the phone talking to this girl, he’s texting me and waving at me and i text him and i’m like “your girlfriend called my job and got mad at me for talking to you” and he reads it and gets such a sour face, stomps around outside before texting me back “don’t worry about it. angered face. mad at you but it’s not your fault. glare.” i was like “oh um okay?” and so i hang up with her and i go to go outside to talk to him but he’s like “i’m leaving” so he leaves and i wake up
well, i think i’m going to make another tumblr, just for ranting and all that fun stuff. because i feel this blog is more for shits and giggles and fun things, and nothing serious. so i’ll update again with my new blog and be on my merry way
maybe i’ll do it tomorrow. i’m tired.
this is my puppy sebastien and my new haircut :) you can’t really see it but oh well. my hair is straight and layered and i feel so awesome about myself.
apparently “underweight” but i really look and feel like i am clinically obese. loving lifei’m dead-on the line between under-weight and ok
this makes me happy lol
I’m on the 2nd half of overweight.
Fuck.
I’m ok :O
I’m bang on the underweight/ok line
Now there’s a shock :Oright in the middle of ok/overweight.
hmm.
underweight , I think not :L
I’m right around under-weight/ok :’)
Mid under-weight through ok depending on the time of the day(:
I’m obese. cool. tell me something I didn’t know.
I’m like in the white area to the left of underweight….
apparently i’m underweight? oh ok
